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A Faded Way of Life

by Shawn Hatfield

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1.
Avalanche 07:11
Instrumental
2.
Swing Set 03:55
I remember when she used to be happy with me but when I'm gettin' high it makes me really see That she lives to make me hurt Dispite what I've heard My mind's running like a mouse on a wheel and I don't really care how the sunshine feels but now I'm coming down and I can't see clear anymore She still fucks with me even though we are split apart It tortures me and I don't even know where to start I walked in on the both of them and she lied when she swore I spent my time, my money, and my heart is broke for sure I'd wait for her but she wouldn't wait for me I tried to play nice but she wouldn't share her toys It didn't come as a surprise that she ran around with other boys I'm not the kind of man to have my time wasted this way I'm done with girls, I've found a woman and she cried out my name cuz she knew that I'd say that she should be ashamed Now it feels good to get high again yeah, now it feels good to get high again
3.
The tides shift because she controls the moon She walks to her own beat and plays her own tune We never argue and I'd cook for her as she'd cook for me We've got plants in the garden and growing an orange tree The way she moved was so wonderful and full of grace The way she moved was like the moon floating in space I could love her til my days are done If she'll have me I'll never need to look at another one Could things really be this good? And would she be with someone else if she could The way she moved was so wonderful and full of grace The way she moved was like the moon floating in space "All these things are too good to be true and I stick to you like glue" The way she moved was so wonderful and full of grace The way she moved was like the moon floating in space
4.
Mona 05:05
When I wake up on Sunday She's got my breakfast in the pan Her smile's nicer than the ocean and I'm glad I can be her man The heat is rising in the house now The air outside is thick as mud She tells me summer time is here and she's the only one I'm thinking of She's got the lips of an angel and the voice to tell a fairy tell She's got the hips of a goddess and through the sky we both shall sail Like a couple of doves that are migrating south to escape the long cold winter There's never disappointment in my head and our problems couldn't be thinner I don't mean to compare but she's better than any I've had before There's no sense in taking a step back to move forward When I look at her I feel good to know she's all mine She's my brown eyed girl and I'm her blue eyed guy
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She was straight out of a 1970's model magazine I'm being used Passive aggressively abused cuz she is a liar and the Queen Bee She straightens her hair like a movie scene and I'm sick of seeing it cuz she destroys me Sometimes being with her is like being trapped in a hole Inside I've become empty and I'm stuck playing the same old role I'm upset all the time but she gets angry cuz I'm a cynic and there isn't much that makes me happy I'm not too sure what happened between her and I One day were great, the next we're fighting through the night Sometimes being with her is like being trapped in a hole Inside I've become empty and I'm stuck playing the same old role Sometimes being with her is like being trapped in a hole Inside I've become empty and I'm stuck playing the same old role
6.
Leave Me Be 05:29
So relax in your lovely chair and close your eyes without a care Just forget the fun we had so you stop feeling this God damn bad You've got something that I can't name It's not your heart babe but in your brain I can try to ease the pain but I will probably feel the same You see I'm here but my lips feel numb I'm so tired but I'm hangin' on like a thread to a needle that's working a dress except my passion's gone and inside I'm a mess I broke all my things and tore up the house I can barely feel or understand how but I want you to know that I'm sorry I gave up He said "don't patronize me" you don't give a fuck It's eating my interior as I lie upon this bed My veins are showing from all the stress built in my head You don't have to worry much the issues I accept Your crying doesn't help as my wings begin to spread The emptiness is as full as George Jung's nose I can't explain the feeling you'll be first to know It's been slow and painful and such a long time That was the last thing I thought before I closed my eyes I say you should keep moving on like a train on its way down to Charleston Pack up your bags, drop everything, and leave cuz this is the last time you'll be seeing me I broke all my things and tore up the house I can barely feel or understand how but I want you to know that I'm sorry I gave up He said "don't patronize me" you don't give a fuck Burn all my thngs and move out of the house You can't have me so carry on somehow Don't ever think that you could do more Now one last time walk me through the door
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Touche 03:59
He gets his values from nobility Dots his "i's" and crosses his "t's" Hindsight's 20/20 and it's all a cliche She made him the asshole that he is today He was thinking bout his lady but her mind's on someone else This is goodbye for him but to her hello to someone else He's never felt this way about anyone before She tore that from him and threw it on the floor He drinks his sorrows and she brushes her mane It cures for a moment but he hangs his head in shame "You made me believe you were in love with me Should have known she was a fucking tease" The grass always smelt so sweet but now it bleeds a bitter stench The moon mocked him in the sky because her thirst he couldn't quench "Fuck you for doing this" he said while drowning in his tears "You'll find someone better" she said but she's been shifting gears The clouds were grey and full of rain but the bottom fell in his hands The leaves were green and flowers bloomed but his brain fried in a pan I'm really fucking pissed at you for what you've done to me He opened his eyes but could not see He drinks his sorrows and she brushes her mane It cures for a moment but he hangs his head in shame "You made me believe you were in love with me Should have known she was a fucking tease" You were always to me You were always to me You were always to me He drinks his sorrows and she brushes her mane It cures for a moment but he hangs his head in shame "You made me believe you were in love with me Should have known she was a fucking tease" He drinks his sorrows and she brushes her mane It cures for a moment but he hangs his head in shame "You made me believe you were in love with me Should have known she was a fucking tease"
8.
I Was Blind 03:36
How could she know? (She could not know) How was I supposed to see? How could she know? (She could not know) How could she do this to me? I spent the night in the dark without her and the first time and it was so cruel to me Her moon lit up the sky and laughed in my face and the love in my soul went on a killing spree I bedded women all along the coast but I could only smell her scent in the air None of the girls could ever help me with my sadness or my heart tear, so tell me How could she know? (She could not know) How was I supposed to see? How could she know? (She could not know) How could she do this to me? I was angry I threw glass bottles at the walls and wondered about my dignity She made a fool outta this man and now I'll always question a character's integrity Oh don't you know that I need you You know I cried every time I hoped you'd come back to me but I realized I was better off alone She burned me real bad I've got the scars to prove it but God dammit I should have known How could she know? (She could not know) How was I supposed to see? How could she know? (She could not know) and why would she do this to me?
9.
Well I'm taking it day by day and I'm running out of things to say The lights are off and I'm in a trance of laziness in my skin How late am I for work, the bills, the rent, energy I exert Tired all the time but I can't sleep Thinking bout the memories that I can't keep Hop in the shower let the steam rise to the ceiling Tears fill my eyes as I'm reminded of the feeling of what it's like to be alone with no ears to hear the sadness that fills my heart each and every year The pain chips off the walls and the sinks begin to clog Everyone can see but I'm constantly stuck in a fog I'm not thinking clearly meeting women in the middle of the night Who's names I can't remember ask me to slap choke or bite I'm not sure if I could ever love again The only passion that I have is when a pen's in my hand I'm not embarrassed to admit that I prefer to be alone There's something about all of you and not the right emotion shown Suddenly one comes along that really catches my eye Her looks may be good but the last one turned to cyanide Hop in the shower let the steam rise to the ceiling Tears fill my eyes as I'm reminded of the feeling of what it's like to be alone with no ears to hear the sadness that fills my heart each and every year The pain chips off the walls and the sinks begin to clog Everyone can see but I'm constantly stuck in a fog
10.
Cynic 04:59
I am a bad person without a single doubt Yes I am an asshole as you will soon find out No I'm never gonna cut my hair I think I've found someone who doesn't care Yes I'm gonna grow my beard to the ground You don't have to tell me twice that I am hell bound This new lady makes me feel so good She understands my bitterness and she'd cure it if she could No I'm never gonna cut my hair I think I've found someone who doesn't care Yes I'm gonna grow my beard to the ground You don't have to tell me twice that I am hell bound She knows what it's like to be numb and as crazy as it seems I cannot see through her My poor tortured mind can't hide behind how I feel about the way she shines through the night And it scares me how much I might care for someone but she waited patiently while my mind was on the run And I, I think I could trust you but please don't break me like that woman did under the moon ...1234...

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released October 16, 2015

All tracks written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Shawn Hatfield

All instruments performed by Hatfield

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